#1 - Maybe a morning like today, 7 or so years ago, I felt so directionless/lost after my soccer game. I couldn't figure out where to go or what to do with myself. Then I stopped at the library and checked my email and there was a very intense angry message from my former partner. "Oh, that's why I feel so off today," I suddenly understood.
I mention that because today I felt a little similarly, a little, I had a morning game at that location/same time of year and I just was in a weird space afterwards. Not like last time. I don't feel any anger, just in a different space. In the afternoon I pulled out a 2016 journal and was reading/reflecting a bit on that time. Soon enough, I got a phone call from a friend who broke up with her boyfriend, then got back together, now might be breaking up.
I was in a receptive/relatable place to take the phone call.
#2 - And afterwards it all made sense, I love that I had just been sitting there quietly for quite a while really doing hardly anything. It was almost as if I was waiting for that call. #3 - After I had the energy to start prepping a vegetarian lasagna and I've had a very content evening.
#4 - Here is a quote from my 8 year old nephew that I sent to a couple friends today. He heard a song on the radio yesterday - Wham Last Christmas
"This song is really old
It is from the 18's."
(he meant the 80's)
#5 - And though I highly value having people in life that I feel connected to, this video reminded me that someone without a strong personal attachment to other people (or that is the impression I got), can do a hell of a lot of good.
A whole nother level
"Unbelievably frugal" Indianapolis man left $13 million to charities
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