Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Assume Positive Intent


#221 - While reading my Biopsy poem in class today, I could see from a woman's face that I'd obviously Touched Her

#222 - "Daddy why did it start raining?" (an inquiring child I overheard)

#223 - Walking along a busy street I heard a loud honk beside me. Then I saw the two cars pull over about a block ahead, I thought, "What are they going to get out and fight or something?" Nope, they got out and in Excited Happy Faces Started a Conversation, obviously friends.

#224 - "In 2000 when I lived in Boston I didn't have a cell phone, but as a joke I found this old land-line phone that I pretended to talk on when I was on the subway- people would shift over to farther seats when they saw me do that- I thought cell phones were vain and silly at the time, and I was trying to do a sort of performance art."

This was Jed's comment to yesterday's gratitude #217. It made me laugh.

#225 - I'm grateful to have a friend who is brave enough to do such a thing.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Please Will Anyone Try #217?



#216 - "Take a Deep Breath" - I overheard someone say this on his cell phone today, so I did.

#217 - The previous gratitude made me think "that was probably the first time I've been grateful to overhear someone talking on their phone." Usually I find it annoying - boring - or dramatic. Then I thought

What If I Got A Cell Phone and then Pretended to Share Poems with People on the Other Line!!!

This thought brought me great joy earlier today and it is making me laugh right now. I could pretend to talk to someone so everyone around me (on the bus for example) would have to listen to poetry! I have heard some pretty bad conversations that no one interrupts, so why would they interrupt a poem? If anyone feels inspired to do this, I hope to overhear you conversation in the future!

#218 - Like the previous gratitude, since so many of my thoughts are repetitive, I feel grateful when I think something new. So another new thought today, "I Wonder if People Will Evolve So That Their Eyes Only Look Straight Ahead?" (I was thinking about my mom telling me in the past to look side to side during my day - staring at computers, televisions, and the road while driving some of our eyes don't move much.)

#219 - Two Ducks Enjoying a Two Foot by Three Foot Puddle - behind a small rise in a schoolyard (I think they wanted to be alone :)

#220 - How Quiet my Thoughts Were as I Walked Home Through that Schoolyard

Monday, April 12, 2010

Rhubarb's Ready




#211 -
Patty Griffin singing Mary

#212 - When I was feeling frustrated and wanted to hurry up and get off the computer (but also wanted to do some things), instead of trying to go faster I remembered to Stop and Take a Deep Breath

#213 - My Brother Making Me Laugh as He Helped Me Install A Printer - I often get frustrated with this type of thing and then he gets frustrated and it becomes an unhappy situation

#214 - Kicking a Soccer Ball with Scott and Mayu

#215 - My 17 yr old Cousin Recommended a Book - A Separate Peace

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Celtic Dreams

#206 - A Man (who I felt completely comfortable with) asked me,

"Have you written your five gratitudes yet?"

"No."

Then he kissed me.

(He wanted that to be one of my gratitudes.)

This is the dream I had right before I woke up today. Yes!

#207 - The 5 Gratitudes have Penetrated my Subconscious into my Dreams

#208 - Feeling Motivated to Submit Poems to a couple Publications

#209 - Walking Along the Minnesota River Where the Floodwater Barely Receeded from the Path

#210 - Celtic Journey into the Mysteries - A Celtic Contemplative Service

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Terminology

(A self-portrait taken by my cousin Ashley)



#201 - Singing and Enjoying the Sound - sometimes I think I have a horrible singing voice, sometimes, like today, I enjoy the sound.

#202 - The Ease of Speaking on the Phone with Julia - it doesn't matter if I last spoke to her a week or a few months ago

#203 - Finally proper terminology - AMEN!

"Hey… You on the Phone Blanket!

It’s very easy to instinctively reach for your phone in an uncomfortable moment. Most phones are equipped with multiple ways to grab and retain your attention. In social situations like being at a party, bar, or concert, when you are in between conversations, you don’t want to feel like the loser with no one to talk to so you pick up your phone...

In these moments you are not reaching for your phone, you are reaching for a security blanket. Your phone as a security blanket is called a Phone Blanket....

We reach for the Phone Blanket because we are afraid that we are going to miss something. Afraid of the awkward moment. Afraid of being bored...."

http://theartistfarm.com/ideas/?p=599


#204 - Wu Wei - it sounds complex to explain, but a simple beautiful Taoist concept

#205 - "Tammy, this is wonderful. Almost a poem in itself. Thank you."
I have mentioned I am taking a class where we are putting together an hour long poetry program for community radio. The instructor asked that we write our thoughts about what poetry is to intersperse throughout the program. I would have completely discarded this writing without her response. What I wrote -

Listening to a poem is water down a well worn path.
Writing a poem is kneeling before a God in disguise.
Reading a poem is a chance to disappear.
Listening to a poem is dependent on the reader.
Writing a poem is clever.
Reading a poem is kindness on a string.
Listening to a poem is turning your mind to a
different channel.
Writing a poem is time expanded.
Reading a poem is purposeful peace.
Listening to a poem implies respect.
Writing a poem can't stop pain.
Reading a poem is called poetry.

Friday, April 9, 2010

200 Gratitudes

#196 - Being able to Rest - I woke up this morning with a sore throat and on the verge of being sick, apparently, because I've slept much of the day.

#197 - Similar to #196 - Not having to Care for Someone while I'm sick (Kids for example. Of course having children is a huge gift, and I think when we don't have them it is important to see the gifts there too).

#198 - This Tea Feels Great on my Throat (and tastes good too)



#199 -Opening the Window Above Where I Rested - It is beautiful out so it's nice to at least take in fresh air

#200 - I've hit 200 gratitudes! - I was thinking about this last night and thought it would be cool to get to 1000. We'll see, I'm not going to make this into something where the goal is more important than the process. So if I feel inspired to go to 1000 great, if not, I still made it to 200.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Cucumbers

#191 - "I Love Chewing" - (random thought while eating steel-cut oats for breakfast, which I was grateful for because I think I usually eat too fast and don't chew enough)

#192 - Making up and Singing a simple song in Spanish - (during the last part of my bike ride, the first part my thoughts were repetitive, annoying and uninteresting. Thank God when something fresh came to mind.)

#193 - Yellow Submarine on the Ukulele - I've never been a Beetles fan, but their tunes are familiar so I checked out a book from the library with the chords. A song like Yellow Submarine I usually find annoying, but it is quite enjoyable to sing and play on the ukulele ;)

#194 - That I was able to make Laura Laugh

#195 - That my friend Jill is excited about Cucumbers